oh no.

"I want to have pride like my mama has and not like the kind in the bible that turns you bad. I want to have friends that I can trust. That love me for the man i've become not the man that I was."

-The Avett Brothers, The Perfect Space.

so overwhelmed these last few days. I've helped my Dad with several classes on juice cleansing and sourdough this week, including teaching one on my own! yikes! and i've done so many massages everyday AND I have to speak in church this sunday and teach my first class in church. So i've been putting those together this week. And I'm sick as a dog since Thursday. Just pushing through it. Lately I just keep telling myself "I can relax next week..." nope. There's always another thing. Always something. "life is hard and then you die..." how right my dad is ;) good thing i'm so happy these days. I wouldn't know how to cope with all these outgoing activities I've got going on. But oh how I do love to hibernate and read and take baths and play music alone in my room. Sometimes I think I could live my whole life in perfect silence. Well, maybe just if everyone in the world were silent or gone except me and the animal friends...I do love people. I do. ;)

Working on these:

I have very little hatred but the bit I do have is undoubtedly poison.

Only a few worries this week. Mostly having to do with public speaking. yikes.

I believe I do live quite simply!

Give More. Working on that one again. Now that I'm emotionally well once more.

Expect less. Perhaps I expect too little of people now :( ?

Turkey Eggs, Sauteed Mushrooms and Tiny Bits of Neighbor Caught Deer Meat, Homemade Sourdough Bread Spread with Raw Honey from our recently deceased Bees.

My New Friend Jefra gave me the number of her Chimney Sweep because she wants me to date him. Waha! I love hilarious new friends i've been making!