No Mo Sleepin' & Eatin'

Not for days. Coming up on weeks. Must I continue teaching? What if I don't want to be a teacher? Do I really have to teach a huge class full of women about God? Someone just tell me all the right questions to ask so I can get them talking. Planning a lesson out of thin air is terrifying and I feel completely inadequate. My last lesson to the teachers on using effective teaching methods did not go so well. Mostly because I had never taught before. Good Ideas...Spiritual Inspiration...anxiety...The whole thing is making me ill. Honestly and Truly.  Been sick since Thursday. Growing pains...come on...can't it be a little more gradual...I think i'm efficient at learning that way too...if this is prep for whats coming i'm a little frightened.

Look at this Groma Picture I took this afternoon. Yikesie ;)