Perhaps I Wont Be Peter Pan Forever.

     So, emotionally I've had a pretty tough time lately. I've felt really sad and lost, disappointed and impatient. Really like I'm being left behind. My life style can easily get me feeling like a dumb kid sometimes.
    The last couple days I've really been praying for hope and guidance. For signs that I'm possibly still on the right path or at least a pick-me-up to get me off the selfpitty road.
I have this newish friend who texted me today. And he's like my BFF's friends husband, so it's not likely for him to invent such a thought for me. But in the text he said he was praying this morning and felt impressed to talk to me and let me know that my Heavenly Father loves me and has big plans for me and that everything will work out if I do what I know is right and true.
    Yikes. A friend couldn't have said anything more important to me today than that.
I'm truly so grateful for friendship and that God can use those friendships to send loving little messages to his children. AND how glad I am that I have friends who are sensitive to the words that are given to them by God and that they can recognize that that's where those words come from.
    I really love God and I love feeling close to Him and I love being able to be the kind of loved one that can help those in my life to better feel his presence too tootie toot too. ;)
Im Just glad to be of use to him. Glad that we all are.

Color Festival

It's Spring! It's Spring! It's Spring!

Anna Kitty

Kayla Purple Paw Face

I'm glad I went this year because last year left such a bad taste in my mouth.
People have been asking me for months if I was going to Holi Fest again. "NO WAY!" I would say.
;)
But I went to be with a couple little trues of mine
and we had such a delicious cutie friend time.

Our Dear Danuelle was dreadfully grumpy.
He needed Justin to hold him for a bit.

The Dirties Eating Double Bubbles

Baby Kitties!

The Little Tiny's were born on March 11th. We came home to find Tempe and the babies under my parents bed on my fathers much loved sleeping bag ;) He was not so happy about that one. I'm just dying for them to open their little peepers. It's supposed to take anywhere from 1 to 2 weeks for that though. We'll see. There's 5 of them and they all look completely different. 

My tiny sister and I named them all a couple days ago:

The Light Grey and White one (only boy)

is Bjorne.

The Calico is Sibylle.

Black one is Fran.

Brown girl is Remy.

And the Black and White with the Half Mustache and huge melon of a head (possibly my favorite) is Agnes.

Temperance is just the greatest mommy cat. I'm truly so glad for her. She really loves them. About as much as she loves her little regular breaks from nursing ;) i've never seen a cat dart so quick out of a room in my life.

Their Cutie Little Faces :)

Real Health with Dr. Kyle

My Dad's got a radio show! mondays 5-6pm 1480am...or the website is:
http://drkyle.utahvalleylive.com/
Primetime Health is the show and he'll be talking all about Alternative Medicine, Chiropractic, Nutrition, Herbalism, Energy Work, Emotional Release Therapies, Spiritual Wellness, Self Sustainability...He will blow you away with his mind! ;) and you'll enjoy the funny nervous things he does on the web cam. My Mom and I laughed so hard today when they came back from a commercial break and he was fixing his hair :)))

(He's in the middle)

My Dad's Book :)

Baby's Back!

My Numba One Girl BFF Home From West Virginia!

Me & The Cuzzies @ the Airport

I sewed this awesome "K" on my T-shirt last night 

while watching Portlandia with the Doopy Poop :) 

In preparation for the homecoming of 

the dear cuzzie.

We watched like 5 episodes 

including the put-a-bird-on-it one.

after sewing the "K" I had to fight the urge 

to cut out little fabric birds.

Definitely sewing one on my new jeans soon ;)

Kayla Ann is just the same! 18 months didn't completely change her personality like...I thought it would? I didn't think it would, but I was sure she'd be funny. In a strange way. But she's just funny in her normal way. And I'm so happy! Precious Tears, Bright Beaming Faces and Bum Pinching Hugs ;)

We're all so glad to have Baby home again.

Spring Cleaning

I am truly SO grateful that we're always changing and evolving.
I would like to say that I'm completely different from the girl I was 10 years ago but every once in a while something comes along to tell me I am still so much the same ;)

Readin' Old Journal Entries:
"Last week was not so great. I had zits, I got new classes, my room was a mess, I was dehydrated and I only saw this boy I like once!"


Too Funny. Recently I went through all my boxes of old childhood things. Most of these things brought up a lot of unpleasant memories so I found myself throwing away and donating 80% of it. All the unsettling emotions probably came from my High School/Junior High time frame memorabilia.
It all makes sense...it's best to be rid of it. And I've always wondered why evidence of my mothers awkward years are so scarce...it all makes sense.

Froze.

"It's ok to be quiet" my mom says before she turns off the radio. & I completely agree :)

It's Definitely winter. Finally. I don't mind the snow on this mountain as much as I thought I would.

I took these window ice pictures on my way down to work :)